Below are the 2 most recent journal entries recorded in your_mama_shaki's LiveJournal:

Friday, September 2nd, 2005
3:36 pm	Party Time. Today i went to another of my friends party, it was weird...the vibe was sort of off and everything seemed to be crazy. But i still liked it. Wow these past couple of days at my friend house was up and down, a Roller Coaster! We be bitching at one another and then the next minute we were laughing together. I did not like the idea of being analyzed by everything i was doing. Other than that it was fine. My friend came over and hung out with us for five minutes or so...then he left in a Hurry! I guess he did not like the environment cuz it was a Aries thing. JK! LOL! But he was really upset with me and i totally got what he was saying my problem was. Then i got over it and wanted to go party with some of my friends. Like i said the vibe weird and yet exciting. But me and my friend left early from the party and this is were i am at...Today was just one of those off days you have every couple of months. Tomorrow/today is another day and i should get some sleep because i might not wake up in time to get a "call." So i need to get some sleep...I write what happens tomorrow/today and i hope it goes my way,or i will get so F****** pissed of i will throw myself out of a moving car and call my dad and tell him that i am knocked up to get him mad, then he will go and yell at my brother for no reason, then my brother is going to go into one of his guilt-trips and then he is going to take it out on his videogame, and then i am going to be like what the hell is the matter with this family, and they are going to be like Blah-blah-blah...yada-yada..coochie boochie! And when all this goes down i am going to ask for money out of the blue...then go and try to make my fifth cd to vent my pain then it will not sell and then i will be like a has-been then i will write my book about my life story about how i tried to make something out of myself because i got stood up by a guy...then my Lifetime movie will come out in June 2006 and it will not be all true but people will still like it. After all this is over i jump on a horse and ride into the sunset on the beach somewhere in Columbia then i will get hit by a plane, bus, car, ship, and a whale...then i will think about the day i told my dad i was knocked up! And laugh my ass off because i was lying...LOL! Well now you know what to expect for next year and wish me luck. Love Shaki!Adios! Current Mood: anxious (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 31st, 2005
11:35 pm	Desperate Hoe. Wow last-night/morning was surprising not filled with drama. It was so hot that i kept on drinking no matter what the consequences were. I had a blast and i got blasted! The truth of the matter was i was so drunk that i secretly "retrieved" a number from one of my friends phone. It was bad of me to do because the number was for this guy i use to like. His name i will not tell, but he was a hot person to talk to, especially when he was drunk. I dont like the idea of liking someone without telling them, you know. Well, so the number was "his" and i called him around 6:30 in the morning. It was really late and i wanted to talk to him but he told me that he would call me today. But the truth is that i dont really want him to call because now i see what i did wrong. So now i have to wait and see if he calls so i can explain to him what the deal was last-night/morning. It was stupid of me to think anything would happen between us. He was such a playboy, well at least to me, it was fun while it lasted(*two Days!). Damn i feel so pathetic now i cant even think of seeing him or even talking to him. This is weird of me to feel this way. But that is the way the cookie crumbles. In my case, i can make him feel like the jerk of the situation...that would be hot for me to turn the tables on him. In either case i just feel like a skanky-whore-hoebag-cuntface! I should not put to much thought into it until i see what happens today. Ok this concludes my first Journal entry, YAY, and i write what happens later today.LOVE SHAKI! Thanxs! Current Mood: worried (Comment on this)